病倒了

久違了的網誌...

都忘了多久, 有感而發是我寫的原動力, 感想 - 有感而發地想寫。

大前天, 我病倒了, 嚴重的, 不停打噴嚏, 差不多每隔一分鐘便打一次,
其餘時間則處於「想打又打不出」的狀態, 很難受, 但試問我那可以休息?
因為正值考試期間, 四科考試集中在兩天之內, 唯有「頂硬上」,結果是
病情嚴重了, 頭痛咳嗽隨之而來。我一邊口很渴的在試場打仗, 一邊
不停打噴嚏和咳嗽, 就連自己都覺得影響到身邊的同學, 好不辛苦!

然而, 朋友的幫助令我很感動, 由其是Rachael ! 我打給她, 她正在忙,
但是半小時後, 我的電話響起 ,「喂, 你落樓下啦~」, 原來Rachael 已
經駕車帶藥到我家樓下! (小秘密: 她還穿著睡衣呢, aiya rachael 不要殺我)
這就是真正關心自己的朋友!
她還細心得把 Tylenol 倒到小瓶子裡給我, 我愛死小Rachael了!

當然, 亦有好心相助的人, 謝謝Terry的幫忙, 他的必理痛助我捱過一夜。

最後, 我捱不住, 要把一科考試廷期, 考試後看醫生。 可能考試後得到足
份的休息, 病情好轉, 但醫生說我的不是普通感冒, 而是受到嚴重感染
什麼什麼bacteria, 所以開了十天的抗生素( Penicillins ) 處方...+_+

回想起好辛苦!! 呼吸困難頭痛眼花! 還要不停溫書不可休息, 我情願感冒
發燒都不要再有這種感染! 吃yogurt 去也...

暈低

昨天晚上, 我在洗手間洗手的時候, 突然感到呼吸困難, 我把雙手靠在洗手盤上, 一邊大口大口地吸氣, 一邊看著洗手盤慢慢地在我眼前轉圈, 霎時間, 我眼前一黑, 醒來時發現自己已半坐半躺在地上, 幸已我身後有個盤子, 把我反彈, 而在我意識微薄時, 我雙手仍懂得拉著洗手盤邊, 我慌了, 就立即站起, 洗手後急著回到床上躺下, 但仍然是呼吸困難, 還感到胸口納悶, 想吐的感覺, 接著我慌得只懂立即祈禱, 求父憐憫和幫助, 過了一會兒, 我感覺就好多了! 感謝主!

p.s. 後來感到額頭疼痛, 應該是暈下失去意識時碰撞到所致的, 不知道還有沒有碰撞到其他部位, 明天還是要去看醫生了=_=

Twilight

after spending the whole day with Ian, i went to church with my exhausted body. This is the first time i made an announcement in the fellowship, feel like being a senior finally. The greatest thing about tonite is , of coz learnt more about God, and then, i saw ANNE!!! omg all the memory came up and all the stuff happened back in highschool just like yesterday! Anne, i remember how well you treat me, i remember how we knew each other, it has been four years! Anne is the person who led me to know more about God! and i wanna thank God for letting Anne to be one of my angels in my life, and also thank God for saving Anne's life for twice!

I'm getting over the pain with my bf, somebody is taking over his place,

damn! i forgot to save a draft and blogspot deleted my whole entry...

Finally i have a peaceful environment a few days with my bf, cuz i decided to cut off a frd of mine. i will no longer as depressed as before cuz my bf does not yell at me anymore for 'that person', i'll move on again :) 2am in the morning and im still doing assignments... and im still reading the textbook to figure out how to do the assignment, thats the result of not paying attention to class, my fault =.= yey im going to have my agnes b thing back, i'll prolly give it to bosco, a real good frd who always by my side listen to me and comfort me when i need help. Ok.. im gonna type up a summary instead of a whole big page of entry again=.= , all i gonna say is : i wanna throw that hat or put it into the bottom of my drawer so that i never see it again, cuz it reminds me of being hurt by him!i never really hate a person, and i always protect myself by not giving out real heart easily for frdship, but i failed. after all jason told me that i shouldnt have thought of him cuz once he disappeared and doesnt care about my feelings, he is not worth. well i guess the only thing i need is to get my stuff back and that's it. i gave him a chance but that rude, conceited attitude told me he is REAL not worth.the reason im typing a whole bunch of words abouit this incident till today becoz i got really hurt!(and of coz that hat reminds me of him everyday, should i throw it?) i'll never forget this person i guess, who wasted my time and money.

studying???

i lock myself at his home after lunch -> to study. (???)
I ended up watching tv/ doing nail polish and baking (for someone who SUDDENLY want to eat FRESH cookies...>.<) the whole day lol Billy came to my building last nite to give me the Polysporin, cuz i cut my leg with a small knife by accident, so i need the cream back >.<. I went downstair to meet him and we stood at the door non-stop talking, talking and talking..=.=" for 20 mins..=.=" o well, talking to Billy makes me happy :)

btw, a person told me this morning that "breaking promise is CORRECT becuz things would change" .... harharharrrrr? what kind of explanation is that? funny ehh LOL

p.s. i finally made michelle to hire Kenny ... *relieve* :)

conversations

i had a deep and serious converstaion with kent today, he said "u do not lose, DO NOT LOSE, so just be strong, forget about the skinny fuck and move on"... But i believe every person is good deep in their hearts... nobody would like to hurt somebody else in purpose,
but i agree with what Kent said, "simon could not stand to be a man, he could not risk to lose, thats why he said he wouldn't easily give up before, and now he left u, so that he seems to be the person who won, and he said he wanna send u the present beoz he wanna save a last good image for himself, he is so self-centreed, and he is way too immature to just disappear for a few days, u should have realized"...
i put my real heart for a frdship and now i got hurt.. should i listen to kent's advice? i guess i'll call once more.. last call to see if he's worth.

MItch is such a great friend, he put all his work and papers down to talk to me... okay i know im being stupid enough to be depressed becoz of a person who is not worth, but i cant control myself...>.<>