我好想念我的朋友
friends who usually take care of me when im alone in canada
friends who treat me real good
friends who dont mind helping me all the time,
and always by my side whenever i need them
as time goes by, they're all graduated..
especially Jin, a friend who helped me out since i was a stupid freshman who nobody cares (since i entered school in Jan, nobody knows im a freshman)
i still remember how we first met each other in the Innis Library.... i didnt know how to print off my work from the computer at school, had no clue how to pay for it
Karen: (english) hi... sorry im a new student, do u mind showing me the way how to print off work from the computer?
Jin: sure sure... (english)
Karen: are u chinese? do u speak cantonese?
Jin: 識呀~ (CHINESE lol)
Karen: 你香港黎架?
Jin: 唔係呀, 不過而家係 January , 點解係new student?
下!? print 野ja wor都唔識? 拿我教你...
haha.. finally Jin taught me everything that i could use in the library and also paid for my printing fees...
and he lived across the street from my building!
i saw him at school almost everyday all in coincidence lol
Jin, a guy who takes the role of my brother, has been taking care of me for my entire uni life till he graduated last december. He had been accompanying me all the time whenever i need him
I miss him so much, and he came back to Canada last month for his convocations ... for only 5 days... He had been calling me a few times hoping to meet me up, and i was stupid enough that i missed all his callssssss!! :(
looking forward to meet him up in hk again, Jin :)
haha i think i gotta apply for a visa, so that i can go to Guangzhou and visit Jin ^_^
Monday, June 30, 2008
會心微笑
最近一整個月都在跟他談天說地,
話題總是說不盡, 跟他談天很舒服, 很放心,
我總是不其然的, 把自己最真實的一面讓他看見,
可能是很遠的關係? 所以我不怕受傷害。
從來沒想過可以這樣,
很奇特的感覺, 有時間我會去探望他。
_________________________
Pinky, 從一開始認識, 就很遷就我的女孩
一個我非常重視的朋友
不常多見, 但真心的朋友, 卻在心中
今年, 她結婚了, 有了她和她老公的寶貝bb
她都有屬於自己的家庭了... 而我則還在求學
世事難料, 身邊的朋友一個一個地結婚了,
我才正式發現自己的年齡, 已踏入人生另一個階段。
遺憾的是我身在外地未能參加她的婚禮....
__________________________
Kathy, 訂婚了, 一個像天使般守護我的朋友,
好幸福 ^.^ 他的未婚夫是個好好的人呢~
這次提早通知, 無論如何我都要想辦法留在加拿大,
參加她的婚禮....
thanks god, im so lucky to have frds like angels around me...
i love u Kathy!
話題總是說不盡, 跟他談天很舒服, 很放心,
我總是不其然的, 把自己最真實的一面讓他看見,
可能是很遠的關係? 所以我不怕受傷害。
從來沒想過可以這樣,
很奇特的感覺, 有時間我會去探望他。
_________________________
Pinky, 從一開始認識, 就很遷就我的女孩
一個我非常重視的朋友
不常多見, 但真心的朋友, 卻在心中
今年, 她結婚了, 有了她和她老公的寶貝bb
她都有屬於自己的家庭了... 而我則還在求學
世事難料, 身邊的朋友一個一個地結婚了,
我才正式發現自己的年齡, 已踏入人生另一個階段。
遺憾的是我身在外地未能參加她的婚禮....
__________________________
Kathy, 訂婚了, 一個像天使般守護我的朋友,
好幸福 ^.^ 他的未婚夫是個好好的人呢~
這次提早通知, 無論如何我都要想辦法留在加拿大,
參加她的婚禮....
thanks god, im so lucky to have frds like angels around me...
i love u Kathy!
Sunday, June 22, 2008
點滴感受
來到加拿大將近四年, 看著照片, 回憶一擁而上,
四年時間, 經歷不少....
初來報到, 父母給我安排寄宿學校, 縱使哥哥和親戚不理我, 我亦得到基本照顧, 在朋友的幫助陪伴下, 渡過一年的寄宿生捱。
在友情/愛情的衝擊下, 18歲的我不懂處理, 情緒失控,
我處於最無助的情況下,
主耶穌不停的幫助我, 派了許多如天使 般的朋友在我身旁照顧我。
然而, 時間飛逝, 照顧我的朋友亦相繼畢業離開, 阿Ling, Iris... 連一直陪伴我的 Joey 好朋友們, 都分散到各地的大學,
初入大學, 我不懂分配時間, 自我管制能力近乎零,
每星期有四個晚上, 都外出跟朋友哇啦哇啦吃飯,
一來浪費金錢, 二來浪費時間,
然後就是每星期 唱K, house party, 活在酒精世界,
隊酒後第二天頭痛得很, 心口發悶, 要在家休息一整天,
結果荒廢學業,
幸而summer school 救了我, 把我的GPA 拉回正常水平。
在大學生捱裡, 認識了Calvin, 一個幫助我許多的人,
但最近他變了, 不提也罷,
然後認識了Kent, 好記得他曾說我脾氣好,
說完這句他就慘了.... heehe...
Yukie, Judy, Vivian, Kathy, 都是照顧我的好姊妹,
他們都畢業了, 只剩Kathy在讀master,
我不敢想像, 一天, 當他們全都離開我後, 我的生活會如何?
2008 的 birthday party, 到場10分鐘後, 我被philo 隊臨=.="
幸好Kent 開車送我回家, charming 非常友善地照顧我,
結果我因喝酒太多, 心口悶得睡不著, 好不辛苦!!
然面, 當朋友一個又一個的畢業離開,
我參觀他們的convocation 很替他們高興,
亦發現自己是時候要真正獨立, 學會照顧他人,
我從來只喜歡跟我同齡, 或年紀較大的朋友在一起,
他們都畢業時, 我感到很"旁"惶無助,
時而認識了 Billy 及Candy, 人很好, 間中會一起吃飯 :)
我是時候埋首新的圈子裡去。
我希望我可以照顧別人, 雖然 Toby 是個失敗的例子=.="
但我會努力的!
還有... 雖然朋友們大多都畢業,
幸而 Bosco 要讀 medical school, 他會陪伴我到畢業的日子XDD
p.s. i know Bosco wouldnt see this, but i still wanna type out my thoughts.. bosco ur really a great frd, u have been treating me so good since i was a "special" freshman(as of i entered school in Jan).
Whenever im upset, ur there to listen to me.
When i need help, ur willing to help me out.
BUT.... i treated u so badly... STUPID ME!
remember how i left u in the street and went away last time in hk? i did such an idiot thing, i feel really bad... and after that, i was surprised that u asked me out to meet up again, ur still willing to treat me as a good frd, and spared time out with me even tho u had only 1 month in hk... i was sooooooo impressed!
that was the first time i ever treated a frd that worst in my life... and u still keep treating me so good till now, deep in my heart, u are my real true heart frd!
o and of coz, Mindy, a person who knows all my secrets, i lub u~ ^_^
________________________________
family problems, family issues, academic problems,
FUTURE problems...
why u guys come bombarning me AT THE SAME TIME?
im out of control of my emotions these days...
and all my frds are back in hk?
i trust nobody in canada at the moment, who can i talk to?
i dont wanna waste my frds who are in hk listening to me
again and again since time in hk goes fast, and every second
is extremely important to them,
who can i talk to??
四年時間, 經歷不少....
初來報到, 父母給我安排寄宿學校, 縱使哥哥和親戚不理我, 我亦得到基本照顧, 在朋友的幫助陪伴下, 渡過一年的寄宿生捱。
在友情/愛情的衝擊下, 18歲的我不懂處理, 情緒失控,
我處於最無助的情況下,
主耶穌不停的幫助我, 派了許多如天使 般的朋友在我身旁照顧我。
然而, 時間飛逝, 照顧我的朋友亦相繼畢業離開, 阿Ling, Iris... 連一直陪伴我的 Joey 好朋友們, 都分散到各地的大學,
初入大學, 我不懂分配時間, 自我管制能力近乎零,
每星期有四個晚上, 都外出跟朋友哇啦哇啦吃飯,
一來浪費金錢, 二來浪費時間,
然後就是每星期 唱K, house party, 活在酒精世界,
隊酒後第二天頭痛得很, 心口發悶, 要在家休息一整天,
結果荒廢學業,
幸而summer school 救了我, 把我的GPA 拉回正常水平。
在大學生捱裡, 認識了Calvin, 一個幫助我許多的人,
但最近他變了, 不提也罷,
然後認識了Kent, 好記得他曾說我脾氣好,
說完這句他就慘了.... heehe...
Yukie, Judy, Vivian, Kathy, 都是照顧我的好姊妹,
他們都畢業了, 只剩Kathy在讀master,
我不敢想像, 一天, 當他們全都離開我後, 我的生活會如何?
2008 的 birthday party, 到場10分鐘後, 我被philo 隊臨=.="
幸好Kent 開車送我回家, charming 非常友善地照顧我,
結果我因喝酒太多, 心口悶得睡不著, 好不辛苦!!
然面, 當朋友一個又一個的畢業離開,
我參觀他們的convocation 很替他們高興,
亦發現自己是時候要真正獨立, 學會照顧他人,
我從來只喜歡跟我同齡, 或年紀較大的朋友在一起,
他們都畢業時, 我感到很"旁"惶無助,
時而認識了 Billy 及Candy, 人很好, 間中會一起吃飯 :)
我是時候埋首新的圈子裡去。
我希望我可以照顧別人, 雖然 Toby 是個失敗的例子=.="
但我會努力的!
還有... 雖然朋友們大多都畢業,
幸而 Bosco 要讀 medical school, 他會陪伴我到畢業的日子XDD
p.s. i know Bosco wouldnt see this, but i still wanna type out my thoughts.. bosco ur really a great frd, u have been treating me so good since i was a "special" freshman(as of i entered school in Jan).
Whenever im upset, ur there to listen to me.
When i need help, ur willing to help me out.
BUT.... i treated u so badly... STUPID ME!
remember how i left u in the street and went away last time in hk? i did such an idiot thing, i feel really bad... and after that, i was surprised that u asked me out to meet up again, ur still willing to treat me as a good frd, and spared time out with me even tho u had only 1 month in hk... i was sooooooo impressed!
that was the first time i ever treated a frd that worst in my life... and u still keep treating me so good till now, deep in my heart, u are my real true heart frd!
o and of coz, Mindy, a person who knows all my secrets, i lub u~ ^_^
________________________________
family problems, family issues, academic problems,
FUTURE problems...
why u guys come bombarning me AT THE SAME TIME?
im out of control of my emotions these days...
and all my frds are back in hk?
i trust nobody in canada at the moment, who can i talk to?
i dont wanna waste my frds who are in hk listening to me
again and again since time in hk goes fast, and every second
is extremely important to them,
who can i talk to??
Thursday, June 19, 2008
麻木的我
良久沒有寫blog, 原因是沒大多感受想寫下
最近發生了好多的事
先事幾個月前, 被C 大罵後, 哭了整整一星期,
好朋友? 從此不再!!
到最近... KL ... 不提也罷
然後, 我在麻醉自己, 常找那人長途電話聊天,
麻醉可以多久? 我不清楚, 我只知道我好多的傷痛,
他都在當我的醫生, 把我洽好
別人看我都覺得我是個開心快活人, 實質自己才清楚
最近發生了好多的事
先事幾個月前, 被C 大罵後, 哭了整整一星期,
好朋友? 從此不再!!
到最近... KL ... 不提也罷
然後, 我在麻醉自己, 常找那人長途電話聊天,
麻醉可以多久? 我不清楚, 我只知道我好多的傷痛,
他都在當我的醫生, 把我洽好
別人看我都覺得我是個開心快活人, 實質自己才清楚
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