damn! i forgot to save a draft and blogspot deleted my whole entry...
Finally i have a peaceful environment a few days with my bf, cuz i decided to cut off a frd of mine. i will no longer as depressed as before cuz my bf does not yell at me anymore for 'that person', i'll move on again :) 2am in the morning and im still doing assignments... and im still reading the textbook to figure out how to do the assignment, thats the result of not paying attention to class, my fault =.= yey im going to have my agnes b thing back, i'll prolly give it to bosco, a real good frd who always by my side listen to me and comfort me when i need help. Ok.. im gonna type up a summary instead of a whole big page of entry again=.= , all i gonna say is : i wanna throw that hat or put it into the bottom of my drawer so that i never see it again, cuz it reminds me of being hurt by him!i never really hate a person, and i always protect myself by not giving out real heart easily for frdship, but i failed. after all jason told me that i shouldnt have thought of him cuz once he disappeared and doesnt care about my feelings, he is not worth. well i guess the only thing i need is to get my stuff back and that's it. i gave him a chance but that rude, conceited attitude told me he is REAL not worth.the reason im typing a whole bunch of words abouit this incident till today becoz i got really hurt!(and of coz that hat reminds me of him everyday, should i throw it?) i'll never forget this person i guess, who wasted my time and money.
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